First Touch
by
Laurelin Paige
~Excerpt ~
“I hope you’re nice and relaxed, Emily. Because we need to
have a chat.”
Apprehension fluttered in my belly. Chatting was
definitely not the direction I wanted to go in from here. Whatever he had to
say, I couldn’t possibly listen. I was too agitated.
But without him spelling it out, I knew that was the terms
of this arrangement. He’d touch me—in his way. And I’d listen, whether I wanted
to or not.
So I propped myself up again and gave him as much of my
attention as I could.
“It’s interesting,” he said, his thumbs doing that amazing
thing on the bottom of my foot, “how people respond to you when they believe
you’ve gotten away with murder.”
My stomach dropped. No speech that started with murder had
a happy ending.
“Most people are frightened of you,” he said as his hand
stroked up my shin. “They pull their business. They stop attending your events.
They certainly won’t let themselves be seen with you. It’s not really anything
to fret over, losing those connections. You don’t want cowards in your court.
Good riddance to them.”
“I’m not a coward,” I managed to say defensively. Though I
wasn’t sure why I was defending myself. Or why I was anxious that he might mean
good riddance to me when that was probably exactly what I should be wishing he
meant.
He glanced up at me, amusement in his features. “No,
you’re not. You’re not scared. Or you’re not scared enough.”
I barely fought the shiver that begged to stutter through
my body. It was a menacing statement, and I wanted to deny it as well. Tell him
that I was definitely scared enough. But what the hell did that mean, anyway?
Considering how turned on I was despite everything I’d learned about him, still
turned on despite the foreboding in his tone, well, maybe he had a point. I
really wasn’t scared enough.
The amusement transformed to what looked more like awe.
Then his attention fell back to my leg and I couldn’t see his face well enough
to read him. But after he pushed my ankle back so that my knee bent, his touch
changed. A single finger traced the line of my inner thigh. Softly. Sweetly.
Just as he got to where I so wanted him to go, he abruptly stopped. One second
passed. Two.
Then he resumed the firm pressure from before, reclaiming
his restraint. For now.
I could wait.
His speech continued, his voice firm, icy. “There are
other people, too. Those that respect you. They aren’t necessarily your
friends, because they’re also scared—probably even more so than those who keep
their distance. They continue their financial support of your endeavors. They
invite you to their parties. Their children’s weddings. They look out for you.
Because, you see, they’re afraid that if they don’t…well.”
My heart hammered in my ears. Suddenly I was feeling
vulnerable in a way that had nothing to do with my nudity and all to do with
the frailty of my size compared to the strength of his.
As if to prove that point, Reeve increased the pressure of
his kneading, digging his fingers into the flesh of my thigh with a bite that
sang and stung. “It’s a very intense form of power, actually. Much like having
money. I’m sure you’ve gotten a taste of that with the recent success of your
show. Imagine that but multiplied by a billion.”
“Mm hmm,” I said, a response that served as an answer
though it was mostly an involuntary reaction to his hands. He’d reached the top
of my limb again. Like before, the tips of his fingers brushed against my
folds.
Goddammit, I was wet. And trembling. And overwrought with
anticipation. This time, would he let his touch wander farther up? In?
His hands left me. He pushed my leg down, pulled the sheet
back over my leg and pinned me with narrowed eyes. “It’s also not unlike the
power of being a very attractive person. Another privilege that you
understand.” He scanned the length of my body, the sheet still a barrier
between us, and let out an audible breath. “I imagine you must understand it very
well indeed.”
It was an accusation. The grit in his voice and the weight
of his stare said so. Fucker. Whatever hopes I’d had for this whole scene of
his, it was clear now that his intent was not friendly. Punishing, more like. I
still wasn’t sure for what exactly. For being in his pool. For using my beauty
to draw his interest. For coming onto him without his permission. I’d thought
his humiliating body search had been all the reprimand I was getting. Guess I’d
been wrong.
My eyes fell. However, a glance at his crotch gave me the
slightest smidgeon of satisfaction. He was unmistakably hard. He might be
punishing me, but he was punishing himself too.
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~ About the Author ~
Laurelin Paige is
the NY Times and USA Today Bestselling Author of the Fixed Trilogy. She's a
sucker for a good romance and gets giddy anytime there's kissing, much to the
embarrassment of her three daughters. Her husband doesn't seem to complain,
however. When she isn't reading or writing sexy stories, she's probably
singing, watching Mad Men and the Walking Dead, or dreaming of Adam Levine.
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